So here I am, finally, with a wee bit of free time on my hands. The aunt is down in Texas with her other daughter so I no longer have that daily committment to her care. I would feel bad about feeling good except I know that I did everything I could do to help during the last couple of months. I was there when I was needed and now my job is finished. I am sad about knowing I will never see her again, but we did a lot of visiting and talking and I am confident that there are no ‘I wish I would have said/done xxx.’
The Wicca class is still fun and exciting. I’m constantly looking for new things to share with them and anticipate every class. I do wish that I had the means to share all of this information with everyone who wanted to learn, without finances prohibiting them. But payment has it’s advantages, too. Not just to me personally, but to the students who make the committment to attend every week and continually learn and grow. I know that I would definitely like to teach more in the future. But we’ll see.
One thing at a time.
Tumor is gone but not forgotten, appointment made to have my car repaired and the fake nails have come off to reveal lovely real nails that I have managed to keep out of my mouth. For the time being. One thing at a time.
Spring cleaning has begun, although a little late. I feel a sense of accomplishment lately, with my head clear once again. Now is the time to reflect that clarity in my surroundings. Out with the old, make better use of our space and start making the back yard actually look like a back yard. One thing at a time.
The only thing I am not looking forward to is answering my emails. I’ve neglected them the last couple of weeks because I gave priority to other, more pressing matters. Now I have almost 4000 emails from my national Yahoo groups, close to 500 for the local groups and a little over 1400 personal emails directly in my inbox. /sigh I’ll do 10 or 20 at a time and then take a break to do something else because it’s just so darn overwhelming. But I will get through them. I always do. One thing at a time.
I need to change my sleeping schedule because I feel like sleep is just getting in the way of productivity. Yeah, sounds silly but it’s true. I really don’t need 10 hours of sleep, I just end up feeling lazy the next morning. I think I’ll start experimenting with an hour less. Or just setting my alarm to get up earlier. And I gotta get off of these silly sleeping pills. One thing at a time.
Still so much to do but I’m prioritizing and things are coming along without too many headaches. Blogging is a priority now that I have more time. My posting has really declined in frequency and quality. Hoping to remedy that. One thing at a time.
All in all, life is still good.
