Boy, have I. I really think I analyze way too much, or at least I used to. Every time I reach a new state of being I think of how much I’ve grown. Every time I have that ‘jolt’ or epiphany I think I’ve gotten it all figured out. Then I grow some more and it’s just so overwhelming sometimes.

A year ago I was really questioning my choice of study. Wicca felt right and it felt comfortable. Then….not so much. It felt restrictive and I felt like I was leaning away because things that I knew to be true weren’t really talked about as being important among my Wiccan friends and teachers. Lo and behold, it’s not that they’re not important but some things just aren’t talked about. Now I’m back to Wicca and it feels like I’ve come home. I can still believe what I know to be right and know it has it’s place no matter what path I follow.

I know it seems like such a no-brainer. Like I said, I analyze way too much. I really need to stop trying to confine things to their own little box so that I can have my thoughts ‘organized.’ It’s really done me wrong in the long run.

So now I’ve reached another jolt. Do I know everything yet? Hmmm…..didn’t think so.

On the brighter side, I have a lot of interesting things happening to me right now and I feel like I am just going to burst with happiness with my life. Peaceful. Content. Exciting. Loving. Just darn happy! It’s sick, isn’t it?